Maybe I’m A Dreamer

I hope to see your eyes when I look up at the stars.
Oh, how they transform! And like magic, you’re here.
Every fight we’ll have is blown into the night sky.
Your colors shine through the darkness, again.
Your energy rejuvenates my heart and soul.
Your voice always makes colors brighter.
My heart crumbles like sand and blows away with the wind.
It is yours to keep, and you will restore it.
You gave me a better one when you saw through me.
My forced smile and forced behavior. You saw me.
Maybe I’m a dreamer. Maybe I’m a defect.
Maybe I’m too broken for love; put here as a joke.
I give away love to everyone, but never to myself.
Your eyes pierce into my soul, seeing everything I am.
I choose to run. I choose to hide the emotions boiling over.
You hold the match and my heart. You hold the keys.
Maybe tonight I’ll see your eyes in the stars, and we’ll start again.
Maybe I’m a dreamer. Maybe I’m a defect.
I choose to be a dreamer. I’ll see you in my dreams and hear your laugh.
Maybe tonight’s the night you’ll come to me. Till then, I wait.
I’ll search for you tonight, praying you’ll restore the blood in my veins.
Be there. Please be there. Take me with you this time.
Each time you leave; so does my heart. Maybe I’m a defect.
Please come back. I’ll be waiting. I’ll be looking towards the sky.
I only know it’s safe when I hear your voice, feeling alive again.
You make me feel alive. I’ll always be waiting.
Maybe I’m a dreamer. Maybe I’m a defect. I’ll be here waiting.
If it takes the rest of my life, I won’t regret searching the sky for you.