You Don’t Know Me

You don’t know me,
I’m nobody,
but
I could have been somebody.
I wanted to learn,
get an education;
become somebody.
That wasn’t happening in my school.
Teacher didn’t care,
books were old and worn.
No one wanted to know me;
my clothes were hand-me-downs,
sneakers had holes in the soles.
My lunch
was tuna and crackers
every day.
I had a name,
but no one cared,
Fish boy,
Tuna Kid,
and Wishy Fishy
were everyday taunts.
People crossed the street
when they saw me coming
or held their bags tighter.
I’m no thief
or bad person;
does my family
have to be like yours?
I stood in line
with my family
for the government handout;
cheese, pork, peanut butter, bread.
I live a distinctive life,
shopping in Goodwill and thrift stores
for my school clothes.
Public housing,
some places are torn without a care,
trash, and gangs
ready to beat you up for trying to get out.
You don’t know me,
but I know myself.
I have a family;
they worked hard,
scraped and saved.
I was the youngest
of five kids.
Despite the hardships,
the way people treated me.
I learned respect
for myself first
than others.
I grew up
with a base education,
through all the shunning and adversity
I have become a successful businessman.
You don’t know me;
I’m just another black man in the crowd.