809 57th Street (For Bobby Seale)
I thought I heard him say, “People move. Humans move.”
But isn’t the prism between gods and monsters
the mere soft
Subletting
between fiction and death?
I thought I heard
About it
Memories wanting release
Ethereal
Floating on to other things
I thought I heard
About it
Not in song
Or elegy,
No hymnal.
Can’t quite say
What most black people
Know
But never tell,
Lying through slits
In our teeth,
Forever lying to ourselves
Memories wanting release
Ethereal
Floating on to other things
Making what we did
Then
Another minstrel show
With ragged top hat & tails
Scuffed shoes
a shit-stained bow
We know the shuck
& jive too well,
the spinning toe-loops,
the settling of black code
Debts,
Half pennies on the dollar,
Memories wanting release
Ethereal
Floating on to other things
And then it was
Long days illuminated through
Young, misty eyes
Mercurial. 1973.
And the Chants of ‘Run, Bobby, Run’
Trumpeting through
Faulty speakers,
DeFremery days, long days
With the Ghost
Of Lil’ Bobby Hutton
Straddling
Between
Love and destruction
I thought I heard
Him say,
“People move.
Humans move.”
Making 809 57th Street
another remarkable
millisecond,
fleeting as it is,
purpose tucked away
in old wood
worn of fighting
simply recoated
with new varnish,
maple-colored,
stainless-steel and quartz
Memories wanting release
Ethereal
Floating on to other things
And now an Old Lion
Lays down his
Shield and armor
Licking his tired
Paws in wild grass
And orange sunsets
Memories wanting release
Ethereal
Floating on to other things
I simply cannot beat my drum
Any longer
I blame no one
Everything around me
Now
Is
Memories wanting release
Ethereal
Floating on to other things.