A wandering mind,
thoughts spiraling,
spinning,
out of control

What’s next?
What if I do?
What if I don’t?

Contentment seems impossible,
unhappiness ever present,
boredom at every turn,
just wanting to find what I’m missing

Stand up
Walk
Sit down

A sigh,
constant motion,
always looking,
can’t settle to anything

Internal scream
Cry
Sit back down

A racing heart
pounding,
violently in my chest
can’t breathe

Come along already!
I don’t want to wait!
What’s happening?

Something’s happening,
maybe,
not sure
what’s coming next

And if it happens…
and if it doesn’t…
then what?

Mind making decisions,
options,
that haven’t even happened
yet

I know…
not bored…
Restless